Broken, more broken, most broken

Right now i'm sitting behind my computer and i'm feeling terrible.

Today we had triathlon with school. An event for which i wasn't looking forward. Honestly, since august i have been scared for this day. But time goes on and finally 20th may arrived.
Unfortunately.

I had to be there at 11.10, that wasn't so bad because i could sleep something longer. 11.40 i started in the canoe. It was 4 km's they said. For canoeing i wasn't so scared. I had done it before, although that wasn't the best thing i've ever done, but because of that i knew how to do canoeing and i could only hope that i wouldn't fall in the water. I did very well. 30 minutes.
The sun was shining and there where almost no clouds (where was Sweden's bad weather???).

Then cycling. 3 courses of 6,5 km's. One course was more than i expected, but i'm used to cycle and i didn't bad i believed. I had made a good map with up-tempo songs so i could follow their rythm a bit. I needed something more than an hour, and they took 90 minutes for it.

Then the worst thing of the day. Running, 5 km's. I was very calm because i knew i had more than 1 hour for it, because i did the other things faster. Those 40 minutes were horrible, but the feeling i got when i laid down in the grass was great. Finally i could eat something, because i had one biscuit for my breakfast because i was so nervous. I waited for Eva, who had even a more horrible day than me. Everything went wrong with her. But she did it too and i'm very happy it's all over.

Right now i'm totally broken and i'm not so much looking forward to a party tonight. I'm far too tired, but Eva and i will go and then she stays sleeping in my house.

I really don't want to know how i feel tomorrow.... <3 Marloes